A Spec

11 11 04 - Moleskine I would fall 1000 times to test whether my heart cannot possibly break. But to what and will my silly gesture lead? I have received it. Yet again. And as I will. Soon. You for it. The jolt of my broken America or perpetual decay the white to my yoke. … Continue reading A Spec →

After Math

06 11 04 - Moleskine What are the things that modify? No, I mean motivate. Words and thoughts from others. Just finished Walden. Very inspiring but of all the nature I've been subject to it is the most non-sexual composition I have yet encountered. The author is asexual, right? There are practically no words, and … Continue reading After Math →

Old Getting

05 11 04 - Moleskine So few entries. Not just in this notebook. I spent the evening thinking about old people. Odd how so little of my thoughts having anything to do with my oldness. But O, let's review these silly words in another thirty years. Idear: a retire community, a grocer (Publix) and the … Continue reading Old Getting →

The End

03 11 04 - A weeping Moleskine. The intellectual (or lack thereof) coup detat is complete. It is now AMERICAN'T. America's dungeon doors are now locked, sealed. Her fate for the next century is enclosed with the emblem of Dubya (George W. Bush). Coins and cents will be tarnished with his resemblance and the mediocre … Continue reading The End →

Vote Days

30 10 04 and 1-2 11 04 -- Moleskine notebook. 30 10 04 Listen to the voices before they come. They will tell you things you've never heard before. Like the whisper of children (that is always on) to be had. Or the cries of another woman who hasn't deserved my mistake. How then should … Continue reading Vote Days →

Sunshine Darkness Illusion

27 10 04 - Moleskine. Pages slightly burnt, scratched, tilted. (What does that last one mean?) Even among the most fluid demons that inevitably find me, this far away from reality, I think and dream simultaneously of time. It befronts me most here at the so-called "Almost southern point" as a lollying figure. It could … Continue reading Sunshine Darkness Illusion →

On Key West

26 10 04 - Moleskine notebook. Days Pass again. But I have seen another end to pieces I've created as though Keylime were the motivating factor. Still, between the tourists like myself I feel no force that joins us unless content is a new force of nature. Can you believe, faithful black book, that I'm … Continue reading On Key West →

Survive vs Live

Just bringing old notebook notations online. This will take a while. Entry from 20.10.04. Notebook: Moleskine Yes, it is the wake of the deeds from dark places that I am in and tremble with fear. And I always end the fuck with Y and the big :-)? It is the flight of all flights that … Continue reading Survive vs Live →